I never understood the world or society I felt just like everyone here isolated with no where to go afraid depressed and angry I am a disappointment to all but even sadder myself I hate the person I am I don't know what I am becoming or where to turn I have so many barriers that stop from accomplishing my goals and have stopped me dead in my tracks of happiness and so I find refuge in my own mind where I can retreat into my thoughts and imagination but even that can't help me anymore because my insecurities have consumed me with worry and fear I am afraid that there is not enough time each day faster than the last life becoming so abrupt and difficult too difficult to bare not enough knowledge not enough motivation not enough self esteem not enough anything I hope that I like each of you can find what we are in desperate need of conciliation and understanding a hunger for acceptance and understanding in society I too feel the pain I feel the insecurities of my body and I hate it.
No matter how hard they try, my friends and family cant understand how serious this disease really is. On days where it gets really bad, I'm forced to put on a fake smile and pretend that everything is alright. At PrettyAlone, I dont have to hide. We can all be honest about who we are, without being judged by others. You get a lot of really useful guidance, which you know you can trust because chances are the person who is giving it has been through the same ordeal as you, and knows how you feel. Its also nice to know that you are not alone, that there are thousands of other people all over the world who you can turn to when things get really bad. It?s a safety network!
Since i can remember, i know that i am special.
I don't know how to be normal, and have a normal life, with normal friends, and normal thoughts.
I only have fourteen years old, and i just tried to kill myself four times!
I need and want help, i want a mother who wants to care about me, and support me.
I cant stop crying and thinking in death.
I feel this online community is the only real place I fit. Anywhere else I'm a freak cause I'm not happy. But here, I feel comfortable. Like I can connect with all the others.
ON this website I dont have to pretend. I dont have to smile. HIde from everyone and my problems. I can be me. I feel free on here Its like we are all one big family and everyone helps you in a way or another. By being a friend, listening, being there when i needed it most. Its a real family
Ever since the day I joined, I have been connecting with numerous others dealing with the same eating disorder that I have, anorexia. This website keeps me confident that I am not alone, nor will I ever be.
I love PrettyAlone, whenever I am lonely I can come on here and be with people whom I know understand. Even if I just come on here to read or share love, it always helps me. PrettyAlone is the 100% reliable friend I've never had.
I never could have thought that there was a place like this, where we all understand each other and there's no judging or prejudice as we all know what it's like to feel alone... I've met some really special people on here and Ive even stopped harming :) thankyou all so much... over 2000 people are less alone for joining :) x
This site is...revolutionary. It means something different to all of us, but that difference does anything but seperate us. It unites us. Brings us together. We are a family. A family of the broken, the hurt, and the scarred. And as odd as it sounds, I feel at peace here. Help is what we all seek and here we get it. Here we find others like us. Others who just need a helping hand. This site will save lives, it's certainly saving mine.