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19 years old Richland, Georgia, United States
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My name is Hannah. I am 18 years old. I have 2 sisters. My dad's a preacher. I struggle with self-injury. I've seriously thought about suicide. I take too many pills sometimes. I've overdosed before. But sadly, nothing bad happened. Not yeat anyway. push myself to do what I know is over the limit for me sometimes and I just don't care. I'm not worth caring about.
I am nowhere near perfect, but I feel like I should be. Like I should never ever be allowed to make a mistake. I have ADD. And I've been diagnosed with a mix of depression, anxiety, and obsessive compulsive tendencies. And I take Prozac now to help stabilize or control all that or whatever. Not that I want to... I love Marianas Trench. I also love Skillet. I'm determined to lose weight. I've seen the goal thing on a lot of profiles, but my ultimate goal is 70 lbs. I'm huge right now. Need to lose a lot of weight. I'm ugly, I'm fat. And I need it all to go away. Now. I hate being so fat. I'm freaking huge. And I hate myself for it.. I'm worthless, useless, fat, ugly, stupid, not worth anything at all. no one cares. I want to give up.
High Weight: 160(BLECH) Low Weight: 116 Current Height: 4'11 Current Weight: RATHER NOT SAY...I GOT FAT OVER CHRISTMAS Goal Weight 1:115 pounds Goal Weight 2: 110 pounds Goal Weight 3: 105 pounds Goal Weight 4: 100 pounds Goal Wieght 5: 95 pounds Goal Weight 6: 90 pounds Goal Weight 7: 85 pounds Goal Weight 8: 80 pounds
Ultimate Goal Weight: 70 pounds . Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
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You can, honestly ♥ I'm always here if you need me
Stay strong, you can get through it. You've come through stuff before.
What's happened to make you feel worthless? Assuming it's not just whatever's gone on that you can't say about. And you're not worthless btw.
Ok. Well, if you can and need to at any point, I'm here for you. PM me or something, on here or facebook, if ever you need to talk
 I'm not bad thanks.
What's up? I've followed you on twitter btw, I hope you don't mind
would you be a real sweety pie,hunny bun and like my page?? http://www.facebook.com/pages/Carly101/143754085672532
You're being careful though right? I don't want anything bad to happen to you.
I need to start being better now. I want be thin for my holiday in July.
Haha. That was me! XD I think he's so good-looking, who cares if he's 50!
Same. I've got a timetable where I've put in exercise etc, but I keep putting off starting..
Maybe they're better for you than diet pills, I don't know. I binged yesterday, and binged today too, and I feel mahoosive, so I know what you mean.
It's crap. Erm, my day was ok actually. I've been downloading all episodes of hose for about a fortnight, and they finally finished downloading. Hugh Laurie♥! I don't think all of them have been aired yet though (I don't think they're shown in the UK at the same time as the US). Sorry for the ramble btw.
I assume you mean diet pills? 'Cause I used to take diet pills, but I kept missing 'doses' (if that's the right term) so stopped in the end. They're probably not that good for you though, so maybe try to cut down if you can. Idk, I'm not an expert so..
I need to eat healthier too. Maybe we could do it together? Start tomorrow or something? It's up to you.
How long had you gone? Try not to worry about it too much, just pick yourself up and start again - you know you can do it now.
If it's making you uncomfortable, then exercise. But don't make yourself bad!
I had a dream the other night that I'd tried to! It was well weird, must have been this conversation!
Oh my gosh!
I've tried to purge before but have never been able to. What did you do?
I keep binging too. Ah well, it's half term now so I suppose that'll stop me going and buying food.
Try not to worry too much, you don't eat that much everyday so you'll be fine.
But I know what you mean, it's my birthday Monday and my nan's insisting on getting me a cake, and then I'm having a mini party when we're gonna be having pizza and crappy food. I'm dreading eating so much!
My day was alright thank you. Neither good nor bad. I get a lie-in tomorrow!  I have no lessons on Thursdays so don't have to go in.
How's today been?
I know where you're coming from. I always feel really self-conscious.
I know what you mean, my mom says stuff to me all the time when I've put on. It's like "THANKS FOR POINTING OUT MY INSECURITY!" Cheer up. Remember, they won't be able to say it forever!
How come she made you binge? That sucks! I'm alright thanks. Sorted all my problems out now so.
(I think anyway )
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