PrettyAlone

Blackness surrounds me

my eyes are open

though unseeing

No sound is around me

my ears starin to hear

even the slighttest thing

I sit on the floor

its hard and rocky

where am I?

I breath in to scream

only there is no air

I choke, unable to breathe

I dig in my pockets

There is a small object

my fingers feeling its familiar edges

I pull it out and roll up my sleeve

I press the sharp edge on my wrist

breath heald in anticipation

I pull it across my sking

making line after line

The blood wells up

Suddenly I can breathe in.

I open my eyes

my heart pounding in my chest.

The light is back just for a little while

I wish it would last longer

I need to pull myself out of this hole

The darkness consumes me

I fear that I will be stuck

Alone with nothing.